1. |
i miss my friend's dog
02:35
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all you ever let me be
are words of affirmation through your phone screen
and all i ever wanted
was for you to talk to me
i guess i'm talking to you
do you want me here?
do you want me here
do you want me here?
lying awake
my fast replies feel like i'm begging you to stay
i wish i were next to you
but plans still fall through
doesn't seem like a coincidence to me
does it to you
do you want me here?
do i just chase you fears
do you want me here?
am i just someone to call dear
do you want me
here?
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2. |
wishful thinking
01:50
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my heart!
is entangled in
the words that you'd say
before you went away
and
my lungs!
haven't been full since
we shared a breath
in the confines of your bed
and i
can't deal with my own choices
and i
can hear everyone's voice
saying
what the fuck have you done!?
have i improved
from the person you thought you knew
am i better
than anyone you ever
dreamed i
could be
i thought you were all i needed
guess that was just
wishful
thinking
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3. |
graduated (interlude)
02:12
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hiding out alone again
false comfort's my only friend
trying to figure out
what to do now
i think i'll just throw all my things away
get a job
live life some way
i never dreamed of
cuz i don't have
the effort to match my ambition
i don't have the will
to go on
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4. |
henkel
03:12
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chewing on my teeth
feel them break and bleed
draw into my skin
tally every sin
i've committed
red washed paper
mirrored hallways
will i always
be this way
always turning
around in circles
start this cycle
over again
again
again
can't even sleep right
lay awake all night
things that i've said
actions i'll always
regret
red washed paper
mirrored hallways
you will always
stay the same
you're a burden
stay uncertain
start the cycle
over again
again
again
red washed paper
mirrored hallways
i won't always
stay the same
can't do this again
make this come to an end
start the cycle over again
i am a burden
i'll draw the curtain
rid this planet
of my sin
my sin
my sin
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5. |
"fake" sick
02:58
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i've been sleeping under water
wake up at night to catch my breath
i watch my mind wander
searching for a way through this
head's spinning
mouth is numb
infatuated with what i'll become
i should be used to this
how can i love
can't understand why i'm so
dumb
crater i've dug is getting deeper
always such an awful sleeper
watch the moon rise
watch the sun die
how can i make it through
tonight
head's spinning
mouth is numb
infatuated with what i'll become
i should be used to this
can't understand
how i became
the way i am
head's spinning
never felt so lost
i didn't think
this is what it'd cost
i've done it before
won't do it again
i'm not the same that i was
i'm not the same that i was then
i hope i'm better than i
was then
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